Thursday, November 23, 2006
THIS IS FOR YOU, MY BABY SPOILT BRAT!! MILO!!the joy you gave me will always be in my heart.
the first day you came to my house, being quiet and all.
the way you eat your pellets and hays.
the way you drink water from your oh-so-big bottle.
the way you stand on your hind legs looking at me hanging my bedsheet.
the way you hide behind your big house when i let you out.
the way you scratch the plastic bag, knowing that there is one big pack of food in there.
the way you play with me.
the way you play with brother tan.
the morning call of your name from daddy tan.
the way you hide away from zac's hand.
the way you look at me, giving that innocent face.
the way you look at me when i bathe you with powder bath.
the way you chew on your treats.
the way you lie so comfortably on kelvin's hand.
the way you look at julian.
the way you look soooo blur when nina told you this will be your new home.
the way you run abt the house.
the way you try soooo hard to grab hold of my hand.
I WILL ALWAYS RMB THESE SMALL ACTIONS BY YOU.
I'M SORRY IF I BROUGHT ABT ALL THOSE SUFFERING.
IT HURTS REALLY BAD TO SEE YOU IN SUCH PAIN.
WHEN YOU LOOK SO PAINFUL, DEEP INSIDE I'M CRYING SO HARD.
THE NEWS THEY BREAK TO ME, MAKE ME CRY.
I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO CRY, BUT YOU ARE PART OF MY LIFE.
I REALLY MISS YOU SOOOOO BADLY.
I'M REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THAT HAPPEN.
I REALLY LOVE YOU, MILO!!
YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART.
I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME.
I'M REALLY SORRY........... :'(
;12:42 AM
KANDIS(: