Saturday, November 25, 2006
thinking all over agn, you are not that great after all.. :)

and to that particular person out there.. get a life.. you are sooo much younger than us yet you act as if you are older than all of us.. think about it.. you are cute? look into the mirror closely.. you mean you dunno what you drink when you are a baby? ask your mum about this.. think twice before you write anything or rather comment on anyone.. basically, all you need to is REFLECT!! like really sit down on this hot afternoon and think over and over agn what you have said to my friends..

BESTIE: hahahahaha.. i also know that no matter what happens, you will always be there for me!! I LOVE YOU, GIRL!! and rmb that i will be there for you too!! <3333333333

STUPIDITY: I SAW COOKIES!! :) on your blog.. hahahahha..

DING DONG: finally i rejected you!! YES YES YES!! hahahahahaha..

KELVIN: hahahahahahhaa.. HIHI!! :)

JULIAN: eh!! where are you?! MIA like again?! trying to be some cool guy larh.. hahahahha.. :)
Friday, November 24, 2006
who needs you?! get a life.. i'm gonna fucking get you out of my sight from now on.. you turned me off.. please think about what you have done and reflect.. like REALLY reflect!! you are not that wonderful after all.. i must be super dumb, out of my mind perhaps!!

PROJECTS ARE KILLING ME!!

BESTIE: hahahaha..welcome.. what are friends for?! outing real soon eh!! its been soooooo long since i last saw you.. hahahahha.. :) ah jin passed me some GIO discount stuff for you, zhao and boon.. remind me eh..

STUPIDITY: are you sure you will let me whine at cookies?! hahahaha.. i will really whine!! like seriously.. hahahahaha..

AH JIN: i love your top you wore that day!! hahahaha.. PRETTY!! :)

KELVIN: yeah.. feeling better now.. :) you are such a loser larh.. i bet my dad must be laughing at you!!

DING DONG: hahahaha.. XU SHUN MING!! you better start to ask me out, so i can get a chance to reject you!! ITS PAY BACK TIME!! hahahahaha.. kidding.. btw.. i'm feeling so much better now.. you know in what way i mean.. hahahaha.. call me call me!! and i'll tell you.. hahahaha..

JULIAN: i was fast alseep last night.. hahahaha.. saw your msg but was super lazy to reply.. hahahaha.. yeah.. i'm like fine now!! perhaps a few days later i'll be better!! :)

i've made up my mind!! and YES, you are OUT OF MY LIFE.. :)
Thursday, November 23, 2006
THIS IS FOR YOU, MY BABY SPOILT BRAT!! MILO!!
the joy you gave me will always be in my heart.
the first day you came to my house, being quiet and all.
the way you eat your pellets and hays.
the way you drink water from your oh-so-big bottle.
the way you stand on your hind legs looking at me hanging my bedsheet.
the way you hide behind your big house when i let you out.
the way you scratch the plastic bag, knowing that there is one big pack of food in there.
the way you play with me.
the way you play with brother tan.
the morning call of your name from daddy tan.
the way you hide away from zac's hand.
the way you look at me, giving that innocent face.
the way you look at me when i bathe you with powder bath.
the way you chew on your treats.
the way you lie so comfortably on kelvin's hand.
the way you look at julian.
the way you look soooo blur when nina told you this will be your new home.
the way you run abt the house.
the way you try soooo hard to grab hold of my hand.
I WILL ALWAYS RMB THESE SMALL ACTIONS BY YOU.
I'M SORRY IF I BROUGHT ABT ALL THOSE SUFFERING.
IT HURTS REALLY BAD TO SEE YOU IN SUCH PAIN.
WHEN YOU LOOK SO PAINFUL, DEEP INSIDE I'M CRYING SO HARD.
THE NEWS THEY BREAK TO ME, MAKE ME CRY.
I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO CRY, BUT YOU ARE PART OF MY LIFE.
I REALLY MISS YOU SOOOOO BADLY.
I'M REALLY SORRY FOR ALL THAT HAPPEN.
I REALLY LOVE YOU, MILO!!
YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART.
I HOPE YOU WILL FORGIVE ME.
I'M REALLY SORRY........... :'(
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i'm TIRED.. tutorials and projects are killing me.. time to get a job.. thought of teaching tuition.. flexible time and more income.. milo is gonna make me soooooo broke.. hahahahhaa.. term test coming soon.. after which wld be 2 weeks of holiday.. YEAH!! time to rest..
completed MICRO in the morning.. went out to have lunch with DARLING, did POM.. came home and complete my BA2.. off to MACS for BIZ STATS!! basically, i've done my whole week tutorials.. say I'M A GOOD GIRL!! gonna bring milo to the pet shop for some grooming and maybe some check up.. MILO IS MY LIFE MAN!! he seems EMO today.. have been sleeping for the whole day.. :( hope he is FINE!!
my backache is killing me.. and i'm getting EMO while listening to some songs.. :'(
its not easy to get you off my mind.. :(
Saturday, November 18, 2006
say i'm a good girl!! hahahaha.. i'va finished cleaning up the whole house and MILO's too.. Milo is one happy little kid now.. he loves brother to the core.. loves to play with brother.. and guess what my dad did.. he is freaking funny.. he keeps calling milo early in the morning.. he went "MILO MILO MILO MILO MILO MILO".. hahahaha.. maybe he wants to get Milo's attention.. hahahha.. and brother went "YO" when he sees Milo.. i must admit that the whole family loves MILO to the MAX!! :)
he is also a spoilt brat larh.. hahahahaha.. he will drink lots and lots of water only if you feed him.. if not he will juz drink a few mouth and back to his food!! GREEDY, SPOILT BRAT!! but we still love him!! :) he is enjoying his life larh.. he is sooooooooo small yet living in some big house.. brother thought of getting him a companion so he wun be bored.. he is kinda EMO at times.. poor spoilt brat.. hahahaha.. shall consider getting him a companion as his first christmas present.. hahahhaa.. or maybe wait till he is 3 months old or something.. :)

This is Milo (the spoilt brat)!! LOL.. You can ignore me, trying hard to be as cute as him!!

You will nv know how badly i want you back.. :'(

Friday, November 17, 2006
this week was super STRESS!! projects, tutorials and MILO!! gonna get my projects done so i can enjoy my coming holidays.. gonna start revising for term test.. no programmes for tmr and sunday so i shall juz stay home and study or packed up the whole house.. sounds good eh.. hahahaha.. finally got the chance to actually rest.. have been worrying too much on sch stuff.. :(
i know i won't have you back in my life anymore.. but i somehow hope that you will come back.. :(
Monday, November 13, 2006
oh man.. tmr wld be the day to decide which diploma i'll be taking.. BIZ, LOM or MKT?! maybe i shall put BIZ den LOM and MKT.. but wad if i'm unemployed after graduation.. SHIT larh.. i'll be freaking broke larh.. hahahaha.. but LOM earn big bucks man, facing all those sewage tunnels.. hahahah.. okiez, maybe i'm thinking way tooooooo FAR!! hahahaha.. maybe some chicken rice orders too (inside joke).. hahahahah.. well.. in a HUGE dilemma now!! solve my oh-so-complicated prob!! hahahahaha.. i can't do marketing for nuts!! hahahaha.. i can't even understand the basic of it larh.. so that wld be my last choice for sure.. shall decide when tmr comes!! hahahaha..
school today was alright.. as usual.. our econs teacher's face was as black as JUSTICE BAO!! hahahaha.. cos we were way tooooo NOISY!! hahahaha.. BIZ STATS tutorial tmr!! YEAH!! hahaha.. the EGG tutor, yada yada.. hahahaha.. will be out to hunt for GUINEA PIG tmr!! YEAH!! hahahahhaha.. oh ya.. i was hinting to dad abt getting me a guinea pig.. he juz laughed and continue with his food.. duh.. i told ZAC abt that and he was saying thats how guys avoid awkward questions.. duh.. shall ask him abt it agn later.. haha.. i shall be nice and attend all lectures and tutorials if he gets me the guinea pig!! hahahaha.. :)

BESTIE: its an "ON" thing for our KL trip this coming holiday yeah!! hahahaha.. i can't wait larh.. i know you can't wait too.. hahaha.. why not we go batam?1 i'm kidding.. but the LEVIS jeans there is freaking cheap larh.. hahaha.. okiez okiez.. you shall decide where to go eh.. as long as its not somewhere too far.. i got serious HOMESICK larh.. hahaha.. i will cry in the middle of the night wanting daddy larh.. hahaha.. kidding.. hahaha.. i bet you find me super irritating.. i've been talking to you non stop through the phone, in person, msg-es, blog, tags etc... hahahahhaha.. :)

SHUN MING: hahahahah.. BEST FRIENDS EH!! hahahahaha.. and why is my name the last!! tell me why!! i demand an explanation from you.. better tell me why once you see this msg!! :) LOL..

LES-SY: shopping when when when?! hahahahah.. i'm not missing you cos i will be seeing you 5 days a week!! hahahahaha.. only weekends i will miss you!! hahahaha.. :)

MATHILDA: where have you been?! haven seen you in school for like 23957349057 years larh.. hope you are doin fine, sweetie!! hahahaha.. I MISS YOU!!

AH JIN: stop calling me TAN AH HUI in school larh.. hahahaha.. but at times it sounds nice larh.. hahahahaha.. CHOO AH JIN!! hahahahha.. i love your name larh.. and that XIAO BAI'S name too!! hahahhaa.. he muz be damn sad larh.. LOL..

YOU shine out from the crowd.. :)
Sunday, November 12, 2006
eating too many brownies in a row makes me feel sick and FAT!! shall start hitting the gym someday.. Zac, better pull me out of my house to work off my FATS that has accumulated due to my laziness and greediness.. hahahaha.. oh ya.. i'm no longer a princess to that SERVANT!! he calls me SLAVE btw.. wad a nice name!! hahahaha.. he juz pissed me off every now and then.. i'm gonna go tanning coming sat!! anyone? hahahaha.. i'm getting whiter and whiter!! like a piece of paper!! lol.. thats all, gonna have my milo treat now!! :)
sometimes i chose to be ignorant, so we can still be friends.. :)

BESTIE: hahahaha.. yeah BESTIE, the love letter thing was really funny.. i seriously pity that guy!! hahahaha.. got a love letter from soneone like her.. hahahah.. i juz cant help it but to laugh larh.. yest was real funny and fun larh.. shall meet up someday for some more shocking news eh.. hahahaha.. I LOVE YOU!!

SHUN MING: oh man.. thanks for the post eh.. hahahah.. trying to test me out eh.. hahaha.. she is someone nice too!! :) help me to say hi to her eh!! hahahaha.. GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR Os!!
Saturday, November 11, 2006
SENTOSA today!! yeah.. hahahha.. but the weather juz pissed me off.. hahaha.. its raining from the time i stepped into sentosa till the time i left that place.. there goes my chance to get BLACK maybe turning into a RED LOBSTER.. hahahaha.. i even told the lady that i want the sun tann loition with the LOWEST protection.. i bet she muz be laughing at me larh.. its like goin to rain and i'm still buying the loition.. hahahaha.. yada yada.. NEH and BF went to get some sushi for lunch.. stucked in that pathetic shelter, trying to save the BAGS from getting wet.. hahahahha.. this very nice uncle gave me some coupons.. hahahhaha.. but did not use it.. hahahaha.. left at abt 5 plus.. went over to SENG KANG to find BESTIE and BOON.. had MOS for dinner.. yada yada.. walked ard compass.. and home sweet home!! yeah!! i'm freaking tired larh.. hahahahha.. gonna slp till there is no tmr!! :)

BESTIE: you dun love me anymore!! hahahahha..

Shun Ming: hahahaha.. i want my songs!! give it to me now!! hahahaha..

Les-sy: shopping next week?! hahahahaha..
i'm not the perfect girlfriend you want.. :)
Friday, November 10, 2006
school, tutorials, lectures and PROJECTS!! this week was the longest week i had in my life.. every day seems to be like months.. with all the boring lectures and tutorials.. finally its weekend.. time to catch up with my precious slp!! and not to forget, gonna catch up with CLIQUE on sunday, hopefully.. hahahaha.. gonna complete my tutorials by tonight, thats if i can.. hahahhaha.. tmr wld be SENTOSA trip.. sunday wld be some stay-home-and-rest day.. maybe meeting half of clique on sunday for dinner or something, if dad is not cooking.. its been 178473847387493 days since i last saw them..
some things are hard to let go.. it seems like the phrase "time can heal" doesn't work on me.. everytime you appear in front of me, i juz dunno wad to do.. :'(
PROJECTS ON HAND:

• Marketing Fund
• HTM (CDS)
• Microeconomics
• POM

Tutorials on hand:

• Biz Stats
• Marketing Fund
• Microeconomics
• POM
• Biz Acc2

projects and tutorials juz pissed me off.. hahahaha.. off to get my tutorials done so i can have a super duper uber fun weekends.. :)

Monday, November 06, 2006
BESTIE: hahahaha.. i love you too man!! like SOOOOOOOO MUCH!! hahahaha.. you are left with a few more papers!! and we can meet up for more fun!! i can't wait.. hahahaha.. study hard, darling.. let me know the timing of your next paper okiez?! MMUUAACCKKSS-

STUPIDITY: dun get too stress up eh.. i love you!! <333

SHUN MING: thats the spirit man!! keep it up.. hahahaha.. CHEERS!!

LES-SY: I JUST DUN UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT TUTOR WAS TALKING ABT!! hahahaha.. and i know you dun understand too.. hahahaha.. no worries, we shall study together like soon!! <333

went shopping like AGAIN with NEH NEH after Econs tutorial.. decided to skip BIZ STATS lecture.. cos i wun be listening to him anyway.. shall depend on my tutor.. like what i did last week.. hahahaha.. yada yada.. bought a short and a top.. there i go agn.. SHOP NON STOP!! hahaha.. met up with KELVIN.. yada yada.. had crystal jade.. send neh neh off to her bus stop and walked to parklane.. bus-ed home!! and YES, here am i.. HOME SWEET HOME!! PROJECT TMR!! duh.. hahahaha..

the way YOU smile.. :)

Sunday!!

I LOVE LOCO ROCO!! <33333333

The sight of you makes me melt.. i'm lost in this maze no more.. :)
Friday, November 03, 2006
hahahaha.. accounting lecture and tutorial sucks to the core.. was boring.. hahahaha.. lecture was chatting session with NEH & JASON.. yada yada.. tutorial was simply work and more work.. over to BUGIS after school.. walked ard and got myself a tube cos my top was super low cut larh.. no choice.. settled at MOS with neh neh.. waited for KELVIN to come over.. he is taking like forever.. hahahha.. neh went home to walked chloe.. went back to hougang.. yada yada.. chatted and here i'm HOME!! hahahaha..

tmr wld be maths tuition for BESTIE!! hahahah.. and CATCHING UP SESSION!! I MISS YOU LARH!! and i know you do miss me too.. hahahahha.. :)
Thursday, November 02, 2006
just reached home.. went to BLISS for dessert.. it was as usual ZAC'S treat.. thanks DUDE!! hahahahha.. talked and stuff.. somehow or so explore the old CHIJ OLN.. its like FREAKY!! LOL.. walked home from 411.. and ZAC got high on choco.. hahahah..

woke up at 5.30 this morning.. went over to BESTIE'S house.. passed her the present, sent her off to sch and off to meet SOYA MILK!! he got this big whack from me.. as usual.. hahahha.. yada yada.. 72-ed to sch.. i was freaking early larh.. waited in the bridge for NEH NEH'S arrival.. talked to this new friend.. its like cool larh.. hahhahaha.. talked and stuff.. till NEH and BZ arrived.. yada yada.. it was HTM lecture followed by POM tutorial and last lesson was MICRO lecture.. went to the bank with neh.. got my passbook and card changed.. walked ard.. bought some stuff and head home..

i'm sorry for everything.. you treated me like a princess, i love it but it only makes me feel damn bad abt it.. leading you on and stuff.. i enjoyed the late night supper and the early morning milo treat.. but there are things that keeps bothering me.. i dun wanna hurt you at the end of the day.. i hope you understand.. this is only a crush and i know it.. :)

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